More work ahead is the only thing I see in the horizon. Yes, stress is creeping in..... but it is not stress due to the workload but stress worrying about what might be hidden for me. The fear of doing something for the first time is constantly looming in my mind.
Is it human nature to always fear the unknown? Is it really always the case? What is it about the unknown that we fear so much? Or at least I fear. I have to shake it out from my system! Thinking back about all my days at work, tiredness is the main factor that contribute to all these worries. When the mind gets tired, it then starts wandering because it has lost its strength to control what it wants to think. Of course, lack of sleep certainly plays a big role in the tiredness of the mind. But what can I do? Separating time for work and studies simply is not easy at all.
My engagement team is down by one person. To add on, my senior is already puffed up with work. On the other hand, work is piling up as well because I may have to follow up on my seconded team mate. To make things tough, there are more engagements coming in soon if I am not mistaken. Tougher times ahead indeed.
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Is it human nature to always fear the unknown? Is it really always the case? What is it about the unknown that we fear so much? Or at least I fear. I have to shake it out from my system! Thinking back about all my days at work, tiredness is the main factor that contribute to all these worries. When the mind gets tired, it then starts wandering because it has lost its strength to control what it wants to think. Of course, lack of sleep certainly plays a big role in the tiredness of the mind. But what can I do? Separating time for work and studies simply is not easy at all.
My engagement team is down by one person. To add on, my senior is already puffed up with work. On the other hand, work is piling up as well because I may have to follow up on my seconded team mate. To make things tough, there are more engagements coming in soon if I am not mistaken. Tougher times ahead indeed.
----------------------------- got to keep on pushing ahead -----------------------------------------
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