The day started of fine actually. Going through the same old routine of waking up-prep-off to work. Things took a pretty bad turn as work progressed. However, things got only worse at that point when we realised the client was not going to be helpful in helping us solve the issue. So then I was thinking, "as expected I supposed....clients never like to help auditors afterall.". Then, I figured I am sure I can work a solution out with my team mate. Sadly and regretfully, the answer was no. We could not see eye to eye on trying to solve the issue.
The more I get into the engagement of work, I am beginning to see that work is not really that technical once you can break things down to smaller bits. However, work is more of a people thing. These days, I find more trouble trying to understand the people involved in the job that I do. Approach the client in the wrong way and you simply cannot get what you want from them! Same thing goes with colleagues! Currently, I am left with a pretty big sense of resentment and frustration, having to feel that I am waging a losing battle against myself. Everyday I wake up having to fight the thought that I am going to face a tough day at work because of 'people problem'.
Forget about work.............. dinner was fun today, having to join VC's friends and room mates and just laugh out at cranky jokes. After dinner, I had a quiet time with VC and just having to enjoy each other's company. Concern however lingers in my mind, knowing that she was not in her mood tonight. Not being able to help and cheer her up made me feel somewhat, helpless and powerless. All I knew was I could only accompany her and give her my shoulder to lean on.
Indeed all in all, today was somewhat a tough day. As far as I can see, one can only look at the brighter side of things. Having to meet tough times at work only helps me become stronger. In addition, we are all humans and our feelings can never be linear in nature......... tolerance, patience and keeping cool were the lessons learnt today.
The more I get into the engagement of work, I am beginning to see that work is not really that technical once you can break things down to smaller bits. However, work is more of a people thing. These days, I find more trouble trying to understand the people involved in the job that I do. Approach the client in the wrong way and you simply cannot get what you want from them! Same thing goes with colleagues! Currently, I am left with a pretty big sense of resentment and frustration, having to feel that I am waging a losing battle against myself. Everyday I wake up having to fight the thought that I am going to face a tough day at work because of 'people problem'.
Forget about work.............. dinner was fun today, having to join VC's friends and room mates and just laugh out at cranky jokes. After dinner, I had a quiet time with VC and just having to enjoy each other's company. Concern however lingers in my mind, knowing that she was not in her mood tonight. Not being able to help and cheer her up made me feel somewhat, helpless and powerless. All I knew was I could only accompany her and give her my shoulder to lean on.
Indeed all in all, today was somewhat a tough day. As far as I can see, one can only look at the brighter side of things. Having to meet tough times at work only helps me become stronger. In addition, we are all humans and our feelings can never be linear in nature......... tolerance, patience and keeping cool were the lessons learnt today.
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